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I'll be a quarter of a century this year...

Well... I am startng a new chapter again... The book is not over. Just a new page every day.

I am greatful to have my friends. Even in these times. I am worried how long will they be here? In 3 years where will I be?

One day at a time.

니가 있다 없으니까 숨을 쉴 수 없어
곁에 없으니까 머물 수도 없어
나는 죽어가는데 너는 지금 없는데 없는데 없는데

니가 있다 없으니까 웃을 수가 없어
곁에 없으니까 망가져만 가는 내 모습이
너무 싫어 난 난 이제 기댈 곳 조차 없어

One Step at a time. Achievement!

I have gotten everything I wanted so far in my life.

Completed film school, have a job, bf, friends, family and friends.

Is the next step to.... ?

Its been a year...

I moved. I had many new experiences in the last year. For once all good. I feel like my good karma is working.

Thank you everyone I met this year.

Live is changing everyday for me

Live is changing everyday for me, closer and closer I get to my goal. Then when i complete it i will be on track for my next set of goals. I hope the days ahead are good to me. I will keep smiling and doing my best!
Been on my own for about a month. Taking it one step at a time. Have my cats, clean house. My family is there but far away. Want to break down sometimes. But know it will be better. I've come this far. Lost some friends, gained more and found role models. Works changing every day. I hope I don't get lost in it.

Sometimes i feel UGLY and I HATE YOU but i HOLD MY TEARS and CHANGE. I feel ABANDONED
but i won't be LONELY. I'M THE BEST!

where I feel like I'm standing now...

I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under

Life is at a good point.

Working full time at a paper. Not going back to school for about a year. Miss some of my old friends who have gone away for school. Now I just need to find a Asian BF and I'll be good to go. Haha!

Coming to an end...

Well finally done school. I don't know what to do. I need to work but I don't know if I want to go back to school in the fall. I like school but I don't know what to take. I hope I can figure it out soon.

Well another year, another layout!

New Layout it had been a long time since I changed my layout I loved the old one but I needed something new. This one makes me happy and Ayumi is great!
Oh I've been waiting a long time for Repo Man! The Genetic Opera! And It's supposed to be out Friday! On the 7th! That's in the US I home in Canada too! I want to see it bad! I love the soundtrack and i've seen some clips of the movie but to see the whole will be amazing!